繪緹的紙舟。

It’s a song about suicide.

一首描述至親選擇結束自己生命後的心境。

I fell by the wayside like everyone else

我，如同所有人，都再也無法挽回

I hate you, I hate you, I hate you but I was just kidding myself

討厭你、討厭你、討厭你　都只是自欺欺人罷了

Our every moment I start to replace

試圖將消失的回憶重新拼湊

Cos now that they’re gone all I hear are the words that I needed to say

因為此刻耳邊迴盪的　全是那些來不及說出口的話

When you hurt under the surface

當你的傷　已深入表層

Like troubled water running cold

像看似趨於平靜的惡水

Well time can heal but this won’t

時間無法撫平傷口

So, before you go, was there something I could have said to make your heart beat better

所以說，在你離開前，我該說些什麼才能留住你的心跳？

If only I’d have known you had a storm to weather

我早該知道你有多少要承受

So, before you go, was there something I could have said to make it all stop hurting 

所以說，在你離開前，我該說些什麼才能讓你遠離苦痛？

It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless oh

在你離開之前，你否定了自己的價值

Before you go

這令我心碎不已

Was never the right time whenever you called

電話總來的不是時候

Went little by little by little until there was nothing at all

一次次、一次次　直到你心意已定　是我忽視了你的求救　

Our every moment I start to replay

回憶一幕幕閃過 

But all I can think about is seeing that look on your face

唯一清晰的　是你當時憔悴的面容

When you hurt under the surface

當你的傷　已深入表層

Like troubled water running cold

看似平靜　心裡卻傷痕累累

Well time can heal but this won’t

時間已經無法撫平這些了

So, before you go, was there something I could have said to make your heart beat better

所以說，在你離開前，我該說些什麼才能留住你的心跳？

If only I’d have known you had a storm to weather

我早該知道你有多少要承受

So, before you go, was there something I could have said to make it all stop hurting 

所以說，在你離開前，我該說些什麼才能讓你遠離苦痛？

It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless oh

最終，你選擇否定自己的存在

Before you go

這令我心碎不已

Would we be better off by now　

若我能打破這心牆

If I’d have let my walls come down

現在的一切會不會更好？

Maybe I guess we’ll never know 

我想我永遠得不到答案了

You know,you know

對吧？

So, before you go, was there something I could have said to make your heart beat better

所以說，在你離開前，我該說些什麼才能留住你的心跳？

If only I’d have known you had a storm to weather

我早該知道你有多少要承受

So, before you go, was there something I could have said to make it all stop hurting 

所以說，在你離開前，我該說些什麼才能讓你遠離苦痛？

It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless oh

在離開之前，原來你眼中的自己是如此的不值得

Before you go

這令我心碎不已